whoa

it's so very nice out, i can't believe it. i find myself often in the passenger seat of my roommate's car, driving aimlessly to palouse and back, or moscow and back (taking the back route), enjoying the sun, windows all down, screaming 90's music lyrics (last time it was 'counting blue cars' by dishwalla). then we get home and start chain smoking, and sipping on rum and cokes from our weird vintage special glasses we bought from palouse treasures that were particularly for rum and cokes and walking around with a glass in our hands.

it's clearly still summer, and it's what makes these hard weeks of low income, lots of work, being overloaded with midterms, crits, and impossible anth tests bearable. I do my work, I'm becoming a robot of getting shit done, but i can still relax and feel the ease of summer. it's once things get cold that things may start to suck, but I'm glad i'm doing these things. I'm glad I have things to do. Keeping as busy as I am means I have less time to sit around my house, and that means I'm being productive, staying a healthy weight, and not having time to get sad or depressed about... whatever.

this was kind of personal, hope that doesn't make you guys uncomfortable.